drunk⋯⋯
好怀念那种云里雾里的感觉⋯⋯记忆就模糊了，过去，现在，未来⋯⋯
twilight⋯⋯twilight⋯⋯
“If you love me, do not leave me. Love me will not hurt me.”
once someone wanted to leave, they are really determined, and the outcome so be it. There is no other reason, just do not love. Reason at this time, so feeble.
“If you love me, do not leave me. Love me will not hurt me.” . .
sadness or grief either. All this is to commemorate the past for some love. All he has nothing to do with me, right?
Not hate, because to leave this way. It seems inappropriate that we take care of not me, its so painful, so that the more painful, so. . Although it
appears that it is reluctant, but determined. In fact, silly woman, do not love is not love, is not it? this is a weakness of his performance, or no longer
loved. I still believe him! Or a little naked, you’d rather believe that he cheated you. Do not love is not love, and there is no reason to. There is only
one reason for breaking up. Read more »
又是一天⋯⋯
时间每一分每一秒的按照它固有的频率前进，每一格的移动就预示着我的生命又少了一秒。每个人都在为自己的未来努力着，只有我在倒退，活在过去的悲伤中，舔舐自己的伤口，我早已不值得被同情，现在的我活得连只狗都不如，至少我家狗狗还知道它想要什么， 为自己得事物摇尾乞怜⋯⋯，而我呢？？我想要什么， 我的未来在哪⋯⋯
一个人留守在过去的回忆中，每天除了迷茫的发呆，就是无法排遣的怨气，不想接受现在，承认过去，不想面对未来，害怕独自面对以后，这就是我，一个彻彻底底的废人，没有勇气，没有自尊心，没有尊严的等待一个我也不知道的答案，还有谁在乎⋯⋯
我不知道现在自己还能做什么，什么都不能，还是再也不想？
在你心中有这样的一个人吗??(zhuan)
在你心中有这样的一个人吗？
你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。
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也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。
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不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计较谁又欠了谁。男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。每个人这辈子，心中都有过这么一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿这样关心他， 总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。
特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？你心中的这个特别的朋友…? 是谁呢？
很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了，常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。
[因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好。也是可惜，也是遗憾！但还有没有可能是另一种情况，你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友. . . . .
遇到你最爱的人，然后体会到爱的感觉；
因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；
当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，
也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。
你最爱的，往往没有选择你；
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。
没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，
可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；
同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。
当一个人不爱你要离开你，
你要问自己还爱不爱他，
如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；
如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐，
希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了，
而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？
你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里，
但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。
换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，
让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆，
如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏：
爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点，
绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子，
万一变不成就不爱他了。
真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，
你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你；
真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。
毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得；
分开是一种必然的考验，
如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输，
真爱是不会变成怨恨的…
ps: i believe the one exist in everyone’s heart………..
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I think I can still do a fish and swim in a sea, happy to breathe, will not be shedding tears. However, the total would be in tears the day the fish, the fish can see the water in tears. But I shed tears, you can see it? I hope I will be happy!
The flow of time, do not want to move because I am me. It is said that love is just like the feeling of love itself.
Silent Night is a river, you paint the other side.
I think I on, the love you insist. Because I know that I love you, love is not the air. Because, I am not someone else.
I have a song time. Finish my wish for you all.
You may, I might have, in different corners, with a gust of wind still blowing.
When you think of the most difficult, in fact, I have the courage to you. I naturally look at you will know. Know in life there are too many different tastes. Because of you, I find reasons to smile, because I love you, and I am willing to laugh with you.
Light is a kind of beauty, light is a way of life.
If this is love, I love the warm, like the hot Sahara Desert, while the blue and grassland in Qinghai. It is said that love is a matter of two people.
It is said that love is one thing.
Are also not right. Love come to an end, but it is the responsibility of two people.
Just different priorities. The only difference, in the end is the first turn, fell in love with someone else.
I do not know what time, since the completely out of the sky alone. Let the sun onto the body, but perhaps a touch of loneliness, with a touch of the United States.
Things flow of time, as if you did not seize me, but it became real, and I did not return.
When the direction of those who, blurred, as if I am not real, and really the calendar, and remember.
In the end of the opening is so afraid? I find myself more and more natural smile. But the end is not truly open, it will not be found a trace of melancholy.
Joy is, the grief is like the wind ripples the lake can not afford to smile, where to stay stable, hypocritical life. At In the world there are many things which may be omitted, but is only slightly since not.
Sometimes I left a blessing, leaving all the strange circumstances. Leaving the temperature of the smile, and even the growth of responsibility. But the falling leaves of the arc, each bad notes, I draw bright eyes dim, lit in a smile, so that liquid is no longer cold, no longer face solidification.
I tried many ways, since you want the same look and well-being of others, since I’ve always wanted to find a soul out.
how can i cheer up?
i almost forget how long i could not smile from my heart? i know i am not a positive person, sometimes i think too much, i am not cute , not pretty, not sweetie, am i did too many faults? so i can not touch happiness……
一个女人一条狗
自己一直说自己以后所向往的生活就是有自己的房子，一份稳定的工作和一只狗，似乎现在的自己就是这样的状态，虽然房子是租的，也没有工作，但未来的生活形式我已经看到，还是一样的寂寞，自己，狗狗和一个空到可以听见自己讲话回声的房子，就这样直到死去，
这就是我的追求？我的梦想？我给自己选择的坟墓？直到今天自己才发现原来自己是那么的害怕孤独害怕寂寞，原来内心深处的我是那样的脆弱，到今天我无法再欺骗，我真的站不起来了，也无法再伪装坚强，因为我本身就不坚强……
